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What Dylan said about us healing each other. I knew right away that
you were already healing the damage done to me by my narcissistic father,
but for the life of me, I couldn t figure out how I was going to heal you.
Anthony stepped into Kevin and pushed his arms off his chest. I know
now.
One brow lifted high. And how s that?
You did all this for money, right?
So? When Kevin tried to step back and cross his arms protectively,
Anthony wouldn t let him.
It filled that need in you to have power and authority. Control turns
you on. And you used that to make a living for yourself. There s nothing
wrong with that. You didn t do anything to those men that they didn t want
done. I m going to heal your shame. Another insight struck. And with me
you did things differently.
Now both eyebrows rose.
I wondered why you wanted to play as if we were from another era.
My boy. My lord and master. You wanted to separate what we were
doing from what you do here for money. You don t play that here, do
you?
No. Here I m as modern and cold
As the living room furniture. Anthony snapped his fingers. That s
why I found that room so creepy. It wasn t you. It s a mask. A façade that
you put on to do this.
You should switch majors to psychology.
Naw. Anthony pulled Kevin close. All the money is in business.
Twin Pines was starting up an MBA program, and Anthony intended to
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apply. Which reminds me, what is your major?
Engineering.
Really?
I want to build dungeon equipment.
Anthony grinned. Ya know, I could help you with the business side of
that.
I was hoping you d want to help me test my inventions.
That, too. Anthony kissed Kevin and then realized he was slowly but
surely backing him up. Where are you taking me?
Out of here.
But I want to play with
I can t. Kevin was drop-dead serious. We have to have a clear line.
This is for clients only. You and I can play, but not here, not with this stuff.
I don t want those lines getting blurred.
Fair enough.
You re really okay with me continuing to do this?
I really am. Right down to the sticking place in his heart, Anthony
knew that if he took this away from Kevin, it would destroy something in
him. Something that he desperately needed. I don t want to watch you do
it, or hear about you doing it, but you need this. I like a little pain but not
full-blown... Anthony looked at the row of clamps and shivered. Some of
this, hell, most of this, is way beyond what I m ever going to be
comfortable with.
I can change.
You can t change what you are inside. And you don t have to. I think
that s part of why I m with you. To make you okay with who and what
you are. Anthony kissed him before he could argue. There s nothing
wrong with filling this need. You do what pleases you, pleases others, and
what you do with me is separate. Okay?
Damn, I really lucked out. Kevin nudged until he d backed Anthony
out of the dungeon.
How s that?
You re handsome. Kevin kissed him. You re kind. Kevin kissed
him again. And you are really fucking smart.
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All that and still a virgin. Anthony uttered a long, dramatic sigh.
Not for long.
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Chapter 10
Kevin was shaking.
Relax. Anthony settled back with his hands cupped behind his head.
I m nervous.
Again, that s supposed to be my thing, not yours. Anthony looked up
from the plush bed, his big, brown eyes complemented perfectly by the
sandy tones of the bedclothes and the flickering candle light. Only the living
room was cold. The rest of the house was filled with warm and inviting
colors.
I take initiating you very seriously.
I can tell. Anthony looked at all the items on the bedside table. If I
didn t know better, I d swear you were going to surgically remove my
virginity rather than simply use your penis.
Kevin laughed. Perhaps he had gone overboard on putting anything he
thought he might want within easy reach.
There s enough lube there for the entire football team to have a go at
my ass. Anthony eyed the closed closet door. Are they all in there?
No one is getting at your delectable ass but me. Kevin removed his
robe. And if you keep cracking wise, I m going to lose this fabulous
erection.
Anthony whistled low and long. That is one hell of an erection.
All the better to take your cherrière with.
My what?
Your derrière cherry, or cherrière.
Anthony laughed loud and long.
I knew you d like that.
Ah, God, but I love you. Anthony held out his arms. Come here.
Kevin slid onto the bed. For a long time he just stayed right where he
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was, looking down at Anthony, loving the trust that shined in his eyes.
You really are stunning. Kevin traced his hand along Anthony s
massive chest.
Anthony blushed, but he didn t hang his head. He was getting better at
accepting compliments.
Kevin leaned over and kissed him, thinking that this would be the first
of many, many times they would be together. But this would also be special
because it was Anthony s first time.
I just realized something.
What? Anthony cupped the back of his head, threading his fingers
through his hair.
This is my first time, too.
Anthony frowned. It is? Maybe you d better explain.
My first time with a virgin. My first time going bareback. Kevin
grinned. My first time with the man I love.
Between the two of us there are a lot of firsts here.
Yeah. That s why I m nervous. I want to make this good.
It s already good. Anthony smiled up at him. I m here with you.
Kevin kissed Anthony, loving the taste of his mouth, the feel of his
fingers tightening in his hair, the subtle rocking of his hips. Slowly but
surely, Kevin climbed on top of Anthony, loving the way his big body felt
so strong below him and the way he sighed with longing as Kevin slipped
between his legs.
Kevin kissed and gently bit his way down Anthony s body. After their
long and lingering shower, he d covered his skin with a light vanilla lotion
that only enhanced the natural flavor of his flesh. Anthony was a big and
sexy canvas that Kevin doubted he d ever get tired of exploring. Each
touch elicited a moan, a groan, a whimper all of it was music to his ears.
Pushing his legs up and back, Kevin settled himself and proceeded to
tongue fuck Anthony s beautiful ass until he was practically sobbing.
Are you ready for me?
God, yes! I m crazy for you. Anthony tried to lift him up, but Kevin
shook his head.
Kevin grabbed a lube from the bedside table and continued with his
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erotic torture by fingering Anthony s bottom until he was bouncing on the
bed, begging for more.
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